A man in his forties. Severe asthma that had already responded well to a homeopathic treatment with the radioactive actinide Californium nitricum. A few months later he returned to the clinic, this time because of testicular pain and frequent nocturnal urgency to urinate. Antibiotics and repeated doses of Californium nitricum did not resolve the problem.
Responsibility for my family
Emotionally I am a wreck. I was unprepared for my father's death. I am alone and empty, like an animal that has lost its pack and wanders around lonely. The responsibility for my family is tearing me apart.
I am the man who still stands at the end.
You think you are strong, let’s see how strong you really are. It's like in Braveheart, where he swings his axe, is struck down to pieces and finally collapses. I am the man who still stands at the end.
To be strong and yet spiritual in the wilderness
I would like to ride a motorcycle to Nepal, into the mountains to the creatures and the people there. There is freedom where material things don’t matter. Birds gliding through the air and snow leopards; freedom and values I can relate to. I want to be with the people from Tibet, with the mountain people. To be strong and yet spiritual in the wilderness. In nature that is wild and beautiful, I feel completely connected to nature. I feel primitive, solitary and wild.
Primitive power
I would like to be a nomad, with the freedom to roam and be one with nature. It is a longing. When I am alone in the wilderness I feel this primitive power. I let out that primeval cry and roar.
Triumph over all adversity
I must always keep fighting, like an athlete. I am a warrior. I have to pull myself up by my own hair out of the swamp and prevail, even if it means a huge fight. Triumph over all adversity. Victory. A masculine embrace.
I loved hugging my father.
Tribe and family
It’s about tribes living in tipis, communities – that is what makes us human. It means warmth, brotherhood, tribe, family, protection, taking risks, leadership. It is brutal, but honest. It is a loving family sitting around the fire. Making love by the fire.
Lack of fatherly love
As a child I stuttered and had asthma. I did not feel masculine enough.
I yearned for my father's love and affection, but he was cruel and at the same time very warm. He did not come to my wedding. He thought I was a failure.
After he died, it became clear to me that he still lives inside me. He has not died.
Courage and adventure
We passed this down from generation to generation. It runs along the male line. There is much courage and adventure. When I was twelve years old, my grandfather went north as a gold prospector.
Ancient powerful energy
I was hiking in Cornwall; up on the cliff I had the feeling I had to jump. This ancient energy had seized me; this energy is overwhelming, so powerful. The ancient father in the cliffs. These granite cliffs are so masculine, they overwhelm me.
Like a hunted animal
I can never be the warrior again; at the moment I am only a hunted animal without pride; an animal that must forage for food to survive, hide, run quickly through the undergrowth, hunted, the last of its kind.
It is a matter of life and death
It is a matter of life and death, I scream with rage and grief. What will happen to our planet, to the wild animals? How can we stop extinction? Will there be anything left to show our children? It is madness, we have crossed the line, there is nothing left to lose.
Protect what you love
We must arm ourselves – it is like in Avatar. I will die alongside the wild animals. Let them come. Gather what you love around you, that is all we have left. I have to do this, otherwise there will be nothing left. It will simply be barren and desolate, a nothingness. I fear I see a planet without life and that is like the slaughter of the tribe. No tribe, alone, everything you knew as life is gone. Only the lone warrior remains. All that is human is destroyed. I would most like to smash my arm, crazy shit – just run into the hail of bullets.
That is what I do as a man. There is no other way – either you give up or you do it. You protect what you love.
Prescription: Testosterone C30
Analysis:
At first I had interpreted the theme of the destruction of life on Earth as an actinide theme: “because otherwise nothing will be left. It will simply be barren and desolate, a nothingness. I fear I see a planet without life…”.
The spiritual warrior who wishes to serve the whole world belongs to the vision of the seventh row of the periodic table of elements. He speaks of a primordial energy, up on the cliff in Cornwall, where the rock is radioactive: “This ancient energy had seized me; this energy is overwhelming, so powerful.”
The theme of the primitive man reminds us of the proving themes of Plutonium nitricum. “What will happen to our planet, to the wild animals? How can we stop extinction? Will there be anything left to show our children?” The destruction of the planet, from generation to generation, are themes of the radioactive remedies.
Californium is in stage 12 – the point of deepest decay in the periodic table, where we see the despair of the revolutionary (as with Mercurius). He had already stood on the mountain top – victory. Now everything is lost; nothing will remain if we continue with this madness. In stage 12 there is no surrender, no Geneva Convention and, unlike the army from stage 8 of the iron series, he will break his arm and expose himself to the hail of bullets. Hence the first prescription of Californium nitricum.
Protection
When he returned with testicular pain and prostate complaints, I looked at my original notes again and recognised the themes protection, father and masculinity. At the Bristol Homeopathic Hospital we had not yet tried Testosterone, but I recognised the essence of the remedy.
I had already formulated the hypothesis that every sarkode needs a task and the job of Testosterone is to protect those he loves. “That is what I do as a man. You protect what you love.”
The annihilation of the planet and of nature is embedded in the context of the human family. “Will there be anything left to show our children?”
Besides all the language about fighting and raw adventure, it is about human love, the tribe, the family, making love by the fire. “Gather what you love around you.” Ultimately the battle cry is about protecting loved ones.
Insecurity in one's own masculinity
Lack of fatherly love and the loss of the father are the cause of his symptoms. We see how insecure he is regarding his own masculinity. He stuttered as a child and as an adult experiences testicular pain after losing his father.
Testosterone C30 resolved the problem within a few days.
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Photo: Shutterstock; Dasha Petrenko
Category: Cases
Keywords: protection, wilderness, spiritual, powerful, adventure, warrior, courage, victory, masculinity, father, human, sarkode
Remedy: Testosterone
Original article: Interhomeopathy.org
