A Case StudyThe patient is a 29-year-old woman, married, one son. She works as a massage therapist, runs workshops and is a singer. Mood: Her son was born a year earlier. “I was very afraid of the delivery and it was terrible. I had to go to hospital and the birth was induced with an oxytocin infusion. For me it was like torture, I had no control at all, I freaked out and they had to calm me with a sedative. The thought that I might be pregnant again turns my whole life upside down. Then I panic and can even hyperventilate. When this feeling comes over me while I’m out, I no longer know which direction to go. It’s as if I’m not there. I then have to talk to myself to calm down. I will not survive another delivery. Last week I thought I was pregnant and that’s why I’m here with you. I love my son; he is like a wonderful gift.” “The first time I had sex, it felt like a rape.” “As a child I also had such out-of-body experiences. That went on until I reached senior school; it always happened when I was hurt, had fallen or similar. When I was three years old they thought I had epilepsy because sometimes I would just fall down. I had to take medication for a while because of that. It then went away with a homeopathic remedy.” “I like to sing and to be on stage. But I can only do that with my band/ensemble and when I’m wearing my stage costume. It’s a show, an act. At home I have my own studio where I record. Being on stage is important to me; I would do it for free, without pay. I had a break for a while and during that time I developed a skin rash. It disappeared when I started singing again.” She reports: “For two weeks I have had to sigh very often. I may look confident, but I’m actually very insecure. Since I was twelve years old I have worn only black clothes. Even my underwear is black. I am very self-critical, everything must be perfect. My stage performances, but also other things I do. I am very perfectionistic about everything. I have a great fear of failing and exams are a drama. I then have to take tranquillisers. I learn everything by heart and often repeat, I know everything in advance. After an exam I tremble. I can be very impulsive and I’m always in a hurry, always busy. To relax I do yoga.” Fears: small spaces (lift, toilet); narrow streets, tunnels; spiders; the dark when alone; being locked in; crowds. “In the theatre I must sit near the exit. I am also afraid that something will happen to my husband.” She has clairvoyant abilities, always knows who is on the phone when it rings. She can foresee many things which then occur. She can feel the souls of the dead who give her messages for other people (she is not happy about this gift). Very empathetic, also in her massages. Twice she has already been overworked, very likely because she reacts to other people’s energy. She had to remove things from the house because they were possessed by evil spirits. Abdomen: a week of bloating and rumbling; a kind of ligament pain that reminded her of her pregnancy. “As if I were pregnant, with nausea, like paralysed.” “I can feel everything bristle, many thoughts in my head.” Worse: sitting or standing still; better with movement. Stomach: good appetite, tries to manage her bad feelings by eating. Eats vegetarian because the animals suffer. Cravings: chocolate (4), cheese (3), vegetables and fruit. Aversions: sour foods (4), butter (2), milk. Worse from: eggs. Drinks enough. Bowel movements: sometimes does not go to the toilet for days (“I know that then I am holding back my feelings”); she then gives herself an enema. Energy: good in the mornings; poor in the afternoon if I don’t have a nap. General: I can’t stand fluorescent tubes; when I’m in the supermarket I get disoriented because of them.” Cold hands and feet, rather chilly than warm. Loves fresh air and always has the window open; likes to walk around in the garden. Sleep: very good; Dreams: many and vivid, of things that will happen in the future; dreams of what happened the day before. Female genitalia: periods regular and heavy. Remedy: Argentum phosphoricum Follow-up
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